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Wednesday, May 19, 2010

what number is this?

Sigh,

I want for so much. Silly, niave little things that I'm embarrassed to put into words. No, I'll keep my wishes locked up.
There is a saying that I recall, for situations where I'm wishing more than I should.

"You can wish in one hand and shit in the other, and see which hand fills up faster."

I wish for one thing, then wish for the opposite. I want both simultaneously.
I know it's ego, all ego, but how can I silence it? Am I doomed to never feel satisified?
When will I be enough for myself?

3 comments:

  1. hey girl.... you got me at the 5:45 am thing....
    AND,
    wish for much and wish big, just be CLEAR about what you re wishing for....
    cute blog btw!
    beer soon in the park
    ~laura x

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  2. ps. just a quick comment on older post.. wikipedia has a cool history of 420, and, just so you know...its never really the right time or enough money or patience or time for kids. just do it because you want to, its really difficult AND really fun !!! ....look what ive got!
    ~L xx

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  3. I know!!! All the planning couldn't prepare anyone really.
    Thanks laura, and yes, beer in the park is a must!
    xox

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